The start

The first day of self-employment was very strange.  It felt as if I should not be here.  It did not make since, I had wanted this for so long that I forgot what it felt like.  I kept walking around aimlessly.  Having one goal in my mind and not being able to reach it.  Was it destined to feel like this?  Would it go away over time?  I could tell I was not going to have that job well done feeling at the end of the day where I knew I had done something of importance.  I feel as if not much had been done.  It felt too soon to do much for the yard sale that was to happen this weekend.  I didn't know what else to do.  I did manage to get my eBay packages sent off ending up with $11 from the sale.  So not a negative day but not as much as I would make on a regular day.  Also ended up with a headache and a warm house.  Did not turn the air on in the 90 degree weather, pretty impressed with myself.  Cheers to the start of something great!!